Day of Judgement

JCJ sat with the crew in the East Van hall, the lights low, the old speakers crackling with the opening strains of Mozart’s RequiemIntroitus: Requiem aeternam dona eis, Domine. He leaned forward, eyes half-closed, speaking in that quiet prophetic way he gets when the past and the present overlap like two ghostly films.

“People think the fall of the Twin Towers was just an event,” JCJ began. “But Mozart described the feeling of it centuries before it happened. Listen…”

The choir swelled—dark, solemn, rising like smoke.

“That opening,” JCJ said, pointing to the air as if he could touch the sound, “that’s the dust cloud rolling through Manhattan. The world gasping. The weight of souls ascending. Mozart didn’t know New York City. He didn’t know steel, or jet fuel, or any of the men sitting in the boardrooms that orchestrated the modern world. But he understood judgment. He understood collapse.”

The music shifted into the Dies Irae, the thunderous section that feels like a sky tearing open.

“That’s it,” JCJ whispered. “That’s the moment. The roar. The world watching as the towers came down. Dies Irae, dies illa—the day of wrath, the day the earth trembles. Mozart captured the emotional truth: the terror, the confusion, the sense that something enormous had ended and something darker had begun.”

He let the drums of the Requiem crash, letting them echo like the memory of falling steel.

“When I hear it,” JCJ continued, “I don’t see conspiracy theories or talking heads. I see the human soul—shocked, grieving, trying to understand. Mozart wrote a funeral mass, but it fits because the Towers’ fall wasn’t just the death of buildings. It was the death of an era. The death of innocence.”

The Lacrimosa began—soft, weeping, rising into a trembling climax.

“That part,” JCJ said, voice cracking, “that’s the firefighters climbing the stairs. That’s the last phone calls. That’s the world crying together.”

Then he sat back, letting silence settle after the movement ended.

“Mozart gave the world a soundtrack for tragedy long before the tragedy arrived,” JCJ said. “Because grief is older than steel. And requiems… they were written for moments exactly like that.”

He looked around at the others, at Nelly, at Ice Cube, at the Croatian uncles drifting in and out of the hall.

“That’s why we listen,” he finished. “To remember. To mourn. And to rise again.”

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Confess To Your Priest

To Our Dearest Children, the Light of the World and the Hope of the Church,

I address you today with a heart heavy with sorrow, yet burning with the fierce love of a shepherd for his flock. It is a necessary truth that must be spoken: I tell my flock of children that a terrifying reality exists—one in four children are abused at school, on sports teams, or within the very walls of our Church.

This is a moral offense against God and a failure of the sacred trust placed in us. Silence is the abuser’s greatest weapon, but truth is the defense of the innocent.

Therefore, I command you: If you are being abused, you must confess immediately to Father Peter, even if the abuser threatens you with the direst of consequences.

Father Peter is a man of integrity chosen for his unwavering commitment to your salvation and protection. He will hear the truth, and he will act to shield you. No secret, no threat, and no fear is greater than the protection of your soul and your body. Do not let the abuser’s threats keep you from telling the truth.

Come forward. Speak the truth. You are safe in the arms of the Church.

In Nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti. Amen.

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Nobody’s Hero

INT. EAST VAN CHURCH – NIGHT

The rain hammers the stained glass. Candles flicker. The faces of the congregation are hard and haunted. POPE PIUS XIII (LENNY BELARDO) stands at the altar — robes torn, eyes burning with righteous exhaustion.

LENNY:
You call yourselves holy because your hatred is aimed at monsters. But I tell you — the mob is a monster too. You are just as evil as the pedophiles you want to kill.

(A murmur of rage moves through the pews. Someone spits. Another man clenches his fists.)

LENNY (CONT’D):
My father once said, “Put them on an island.”
And your orange messiah — he said reopen Alcatraz.

(Lenny’s gaze pierces the crowd, calm but defiant.)

LENNY:
But I say — call the authorities. Call the firefighters. Call the police.
Because the moment you take justice into your own hands, you lose your soul.

He looks out the door — flashing lights from squad cars dance on the church walls. Sirens echo. The mob disperses, some ashamed, some furious.

LENNY (softly):
I woke up the neighborhood. I told them to do the right thing.
And for that… they called me a traitor.
For that… they punished me.

Lenny kneels before the altar, whispering a prayer that sounds more like a confession.

LENNY (whispers):
Forgive me, Father, for saving them from themselves.

INT. EAST VAN CHURCH — LATE NIGHT

The church smells of wet wool and wax. Rain drums the stained glass like a second heartbeat. LENNY sits on the altar steps, robe dirty, fingers locked as if to hold himself together. The door opens like a verdict — ROBERT DE NIRO fills the frame, all weathered bone and restless energy, a face that’s learned the language of rage.

ROBERT DE NIRO
(voice low, gravel and regret)
You saved them and they spit on you. That’s what this town does. Saves the shape of something and punches the soul out of the rest.

LENNY looks up. Exhaustion and a fragile steadiness in his eyes.

LENNY
I kept them from becoming what they wanted to be. I kept them from becoming killers.

DE NIRO eases into a pew, the room swallowing the sound. He folds his hands like a man composing himself before a confession.

DE NIRO
You ever watch Taxi Driver? Guy goes out, thinks he’s cleaning the streets. He shoots the pimps, feels godlike for a minute—then what? You become a headline and a hollow man. That’s the trick. Violence dresses itself up as courage.

LENNY
Vigilantism calls itself justice. It’s still sin with a better costume.

DE NIRO’s jaw tightens. He’s a man who’s carried both temptation and the ruin it leaves behind.

DE NIRO
So what do you want me to do? Stand here and clap while paperwork crawls through the city? The people want to see something done. They want a show, Padre.

LENNY rises slowly, the candlelight outlining the bones of his face.

LENNY
We gave them a different kind of action. We woke them up. We made them call the police, the firefighters. Real institutions, real accountability. It’s slow. It’s ugly. But it doesn’t make victims into icons of vengeance.

DE NIRO leans forward, staring as if he could puncture the air between them.

DE NIRO
People call you a coward for not giving them spectacle. I used to think courage was pulling the trigger at the right time. Maybe I was wrong.

LENNY meets him, not a sermon but a human pleading.

LENNY
Courage is staying human when everything inside you screams to stop being human. Courage is choosing a system you can haunt with truth, not your fist.

For a long beat, DE NIRO looks like he’s trying to remember how to do that. The old animal in him eases; a new ache takes its place.

DE NIRO
(softer)
I don’t know how to wait. Waiting’s not a thing I was taught.

LENNY places a steady hand on his shoulder — not a rebuke, only an offer.

LENNY
Start with honesty. Start with naming what you will not become. Use that anger to build a case that can’t be ignored.

DE NIRO closes his eyes, breathes out a sound like a man dropping weights.

DE NIRO
(small, half-joking)
So I become a lawyer now?

LENNY cracks the smallest, bittersweet smile.

LENNY
Become whatever keeps you from the cheap thrill of being the executioner. That’s harder and rarer.

Outside, sirens close in, methodical and indifferent. DE NIRO stands. He does not look like a movie vigilante; he looks like a man who might try the harder, duller thing: staying, reporting, testifying, working the long angles of truth.

DE NIRO
(grudging)
You either make me a coward or a saint, Padre. I’m still deciding which I can live with.

LENNY
Either is better than becoming what you hate.

They move toward the door together — not as allies made by spectacle, but as two damaged people choosing a messy, human path forward.

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